Emotions

Disclaimer: I'm not usually like this. I'm just feeling so much right now. I promise, there won't be a lot of stuff like this (That I share anyway. ;)) Just bear with me. It's not gonna be pretty, just raw emotion.

I like this one guy.

A lot

He makes my heart beat faster
My smile grow wider
My stomach get butterflies
And my cheeks get rosy

His eyes
They dance
His smile
That half smile he gets
His arms wrap around me
So secure
So safe

His kisses
They drip with such sweetness
So tender

His hands
Strong and steady
As they hold mine
Tight in an embrace

I miss you.

Mistruths and Freedoms Unknown

I thought I knew truth
Until I was lied to
And kept on falling deeper

I thought I knew freedom
Until I was bound
And kept on being a slave

I thought I broke free
Of these chains and ropes
That surround everything around me
Until velvet steel ropes covered my entire being

Then I met True Love
I met Truth
He ripped into my heart
Pulled all of my blame
and wickedness out
Ravaged my senses with
His all consuming love

He asked me if He could
murder all of my other lovers
These things that keep me bound
What am I to do?
These vices that keep me sane
He wants to be rid of

Rid me of my jealousy
Rid me of my hate
Rid me of my bitterness
My sin
My old name

Give me a new identity
I don't want the old me anymore
Identity in You
You are my everything now

Keep me from temptation
Deliver me from this evil
that pervades
and perverts
Rescue me
My King
Rescue me
At last
I'm Ready.